Thanks For The Memories!

The first time I saw you was back in Lower 6. There was something about you that really caught my eye. You really have style. Even with your school uniform on you looked cool and punk.Honestly, you looked best in that.=) You're a really quiet and cool guy and I didn't know your name back then. You added me on FB and everything else started. I guess the only reason we knew each other was through FB and we only communicate there, not in school. We exchanged our numbers- also on FB and started to sms frequently. I like messaging you alot! And most of the time we would sms each other till 4am. You were really fun to chat with but in person you were a whole new person- quiet and awkward. I guess you were more comfortable chatting through FB and phone rather than in person. I was really an emo girl back in Form 6. Hated everything and almost everyone surrounding me and you were the only friend who cheered me up and I thank you for that. When my mum met with an accident and I had transportation problem to tuition, I asked for your help and you willingly helped me,and I thank you for that too! Actually, I could ask a few other friends to help me but i chose you because I really wanted to get to know you better. You helped me sincerely for months and never asked for anything in return. You were always there in my darkest hour. You were my superman. That was when I realised you were really an amazing guy and had no twisted games planned in your head. If I wanted to go anywhere after tuition you would send me and even during CNY you willingly drove all the way from your house and took me all the way to a friend's house for a visit- it was really far from my house actually. You're super smart and always hide your feelings deep inside your heart; way too deep sometimes that I couldn't really figure you out most of the time and sometimes I got really annoyed. You are not drop dead gorgeous and some might find you not good looking at all but I don't really care because your inner beauty shines so bright and beautiful that I found myself enchanted by you. I am not the type of girl who has the ultimate confidence to tell someone about my feelings. I rather keep it to myself than to let you know how I feel. And I'm also the traditional type of girl who thinks that guys are the ones who should make the 1st move. I didn't know how you felt about me and I really wanted to know but I never asked. The only move I made was telling you how wonderful you are and if you really took notice, all the little things I had done or said to you that were easily ignored were the ones that showed that you are important to me. Eventhough we are not close anymore and for some reasons which I don't even know, you pushed me away so far and stop communicating with me, I still think you are a wonderful person and I was really lucky to have known you. You sincerely are one of the people around me whom I will always cherish and have a place in my heart.  You still keep running through my head every now and then but I believe that things happen for a reason and maybe you're just not the guy with a white horse. Maybe we're just not meant to be. Maybe there is someone great waiting for me in the future- my soulmate. I believe He is saving the best for last for me so no worries and don't rush. Enjoy your single life to the max now. Right? *wink* I dedicate this post especially for you but seriously i hope you never read this because it's too obvious that it was you i was talking about. I hope I will always remain in your memory and I wish you all the best in your life and may you have all the happiness you deserve. Peace! XD